Thought of the Week ~Book I
Chapter 1- Ren- 'I felt like an addict withdrawing from some impossibly strong narcotic. At this point I was. HE had been my drug. Withdrawal is painful.'
Chapter 2-Ren-'As painful as it was to be with HIM,it was excruciating without HIM'
Chapter 3-Ren-'You can't say 'You don't know whats best for me' and expect to be taken seriously, when it was so obviously a lie.'
Chapter 4-Ren-'A range of emotions flooded my heart and mind. I had gotten it all wrong.'
Chapter 5-Ren-'Curling back up under my blanket, reality had invaded my bubble; I was going to have to face some hard facts.'
Chapter 6-Ren-'Had he developed some sadistic torture method over the years to penalize me for my previous betrayal?'
Chapter 7-Ren-'Loosening my hold on him I slowly moved away, nodding in silent agreement that a line should remain uncrossed.'
Chapter 8-Ren-'I looked around thinking maybe I shouldn't but curiosity won out and I opened the dresser.'
Chapter 9-Ren-'I made a personal vow to win this game I had unknowingly started last night.'
Chapter 10-Ren-'Knowing this was a necessary chore, and there would be plenty of time for torture later, I got busy.'
Chapter 11-Ren-'Regretful about what took me so long to realize, yet happy I finally had.'
Chapter 12-Ren-'Sickened by my own stupidity, I wondered what I ever saw in HIM.'
Chapter 13-Ren-'Speculating on whether I was willing to compromise what little integrity I had left, I noticed tears filling my eyes.'
Chapter 14-Ren-'Tired of how difficult it all was and considering I brought most of it on myself, I guessed it was my penance for all the bad decisions I made.'
Chapter 15-Ren-'My thoughts became thick with dissappointment.'
Chapter 16-Ren-'Suddenly the realness of it hit me and panicked tears streamed down my face.'
Chapter 17-Ren-'I could have sworn nothing would ever happen between us, but all it took was the right set of circomstances.'
Chapter 18-Ren-'Somehow they were feeling less like change and more like a natural progression of things.'
Chapter 19-Ren-'Not realizing then, what was completely obvious now. There was a familiar sting in my heart.'
Chapter 20-Ren-'No matter how sure I thought I was before seeing Ms. Herterand there was no more thinking now, I knew.
Chapter 21-Ren-'The emotion and tangible proof of being loved and wanted at the same time was incredible.'
Chapter 22-Ren-'Thinking eventually we would get used to each other, I decided even if we had a bad day it would still be better than anything else.'
Chapter 23-Ren-'Never in my life have I had such an overpowering urge to strangle someone.'
Chapter 24-Ren-'Then I noticed how afraid he looked. Never having seen him actually afraid before, I panicked even more.'